wtf? Someone in my family used up my ipod screen protectors without my permission and made me search all over the world for it the past few days. What the fuck... Found it on my table afterward and tried to use the last one left on my ipod. Turned out? The guard was full of dust and i believe it already has been abandoned after usage. The best part? No matter how i try to use it, the screen just looks like filth and disgusts the shit out of me. F***. Thanks alot, the one who will never own up -.-. Now im so pissed i cant study.
What should I do? I am just watching you I can’t even say a short farewell You hold on to my cold hands But now I have to send you away What should I do? You are going far away My heart is filling with tears Even though I try my best to hide it, I can’t This heart I couldn’t catch, what should I do? Don’t forget the memories we loved Even if you find another person that makes you smile Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you Gathering all my sad tears, good bye There was nothing I’ve done for you Sadly, only scars are left The person who encompassed my changed heart Now I have to send you away, what should I do? Don’t forget the memories we loved Even if you find another person that makes you smile Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you If the tears fall because it is so painful to endure Don’t forget the happy memories we shared Even if you find another person that makes you smile Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you My love that I can’t reach, now I have to send you away The only person that can make me laugh is you Even if love is so deep and the heart hurts so much Don’t forget the happy memories we shared Even if you find another person that makes you smile Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you The thing that I could do with all my sad tears, good bye
I cant find my spare screen protectors for my ipod -.-. I think mum thought it was trash and threw them away. Wtf -.-... there goes $20, and a trip to the apple shop. Sux big time...
While looking for it, i knocked over the internet router and poof goes the internet.. Fuck.. It crashed unto the floor and i knew, it was NOT good.. Luckily, it did not break or spoil. It still worked fine at least.. What a relief!
Hope that ill be able to use today to study well for the up coming UTs. No luck or motivation though.. As some of you might know, i suck at studying at home. Why? Cuz i dont have a damn room. I hate studying in the living room where the TV and everyone is. I hate the noise that refuses to stop even when i blast music into my ears.
Theres going to be 2 nemesis papers that is going to take hell of a piece of me. That is, maths and marketing. Im not extremely worried for maths but marketing... Its going to be hell. I just can't do well for marketing. No matter how i study, it gives me a B at most. My daily grades fail anyway so i only have UT3 to cover up for my loss.
So anyway, i had 2 reunion dinners back to back starting yesterday. It was hell of tiring really. I mean.. seriously... Imagine going out till late hours in the night every evening. Spoils the studying mood..
When I woke up this morning, My relatives were alr at my house. ok my cousin is using my com so Im blogging thru my iPod -.-. DAMN BORED AHHHHHHHHH......
It was the most shitty thing you can ever get. A UT on a saturday -.-. No more "TGIF( thank god its friday)".
All in all, the UT was a waste of time. It was too easy to have made me study for it. Finished in half an hour and left early. Met samuel in the lift and ate with him afterward. The indo pervert is still the same. Met Jimmy and Jason afterward too. But not for long. Sadly, didnt get to meet Peiyi, who was on the same floor as me. Haha! no fate luh!
Gonna have to study for maths and marketing. STRESSED! Im probably gonna say "ill study tmr" when tmr comes. Then ill push it to the very last minute. Hope i dont end up not studying like ut1 and ut2 this and last sem. Damn... Gotta go out for reunion dinner with relatives later too. Not feeling too good with that sore throat of mine.
Anyway, i had a really bad experience on the mrt earlier(again). This bugger kept knocking me awake with his HUGE actions. The funny thing? I was leaning on the sides near the entrance and that idiot kept knocking me when the train wasn't that crowded. He gave me a huge knock idk wtf for (farewell or smt) when he was about to alight. !@#$%^&*() him man -.-.
I cannot take it man. I keep watching the drama "your beautiful" over and over again. LOL. Anyone got nice wallpapers from the drama anw? I wan i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really hate taking the MRT everyday to school. It's not the long journey, nor the amount of people. It's the amount of FAGGOTS. Yes, FAGGOTS. People who refuse to move to the middle of the carriages, acting all "kiasu" for the fucking exit. People who refuse to wait for everyone to alight first before entering, people who fucking chiong for the MRT seats, leaving the elderly no choice but to stand. Have sinagaporeans no manners at all? Have the country turned into a bunch of assholes?
Earlier this morning, was the usual routine. Bunch of people would rush into the carriages before everyone else alights. Poor people. They have to shove their way out like as if there was some zombie apocalypse war going on. People were rushing in the train as if it was going to leave the next second. No fucking manners!
Anyway, thats not the end of the story. Some @$$h013 sat beside me with his fuckin legs wide open as if it he was seating on his own couch. THATS NOT THE END. HE STINKS. TOTALLY. like FUCK? I mean seriously, you cant have a "better" morning than that. Fat old !@#$%^&(censored for being extremely racist) seating beside you and taking up one and a half seat, with the most fragrant scent in the world.
Firstly, sorry for not updating for such a long time. Haven't been wanting to blog for a few reasons:
1. I've been drained quite a lot lately by schoolwork and stuff
2. I've been really sick :(
3. Well.. Maybe there just isnt something that hit me hard enough to make me blog.
Oh well... I have been late for school everyday since last week. Its not a good thing.. I calculated my GPA today and it sux. like SERIOUSLY. Damned flu is getting the better of me. Cant take anymore "leaves" too. Too lazy to go to the doctor, GPA too lousy to afford skipping lessons. SIGH...
Anyway, almost went partial today. Wth? One whole team left and one member from my team left too. If not for the 3 X and one partials i already have, i would have left too.. The flu almost murdered me. Damn... Screwed presentations too. Oh it really sucked when i was on my way home. You know, keeping up with public image and hygiene, while putting up with a running nose. All in all, its not a great experience.
Tomorrow is cognitive, and im still sick. I'm so going to die in class. So totally dead... UT starts on saturday. Im so dead? I haven't been studying or rather, haven't even started revision. God damned running nose and fever came at the worst timing yet..
Haven't upgraded my OS to windows 7. I feel so crappy. I always want to go to school early but end up going late, then fail to do the upgrade. God damn...
You are like a ghost of me, whom i cannot avoid. Im sorry. My mistakes are devouring me.
Im not the kind who likes to take the first step in a relationship. Im not the kind who likes to change to fit in. Im not the kind who likes to reveal myself to another stranger. Im not the kind who allows people into my life easily. Yes im not the kind of person you think i am. I'm not just as shallow as who this blog describes. I am me. I hate me.
Anw, Im broke for this month. All my money is robbed off me -.-. Whatever...
Met grace in my school earlier.. First time after what seemed like a few years?
Went partial today and was NIFM. Thanks to the very "supportive" classmates who was so eager to leave. Ill be handed my 3rd F for this module. God damnit.. Watched the spy next door just now after going partial. I cant remember what i just watched? Oh well.. Entertained me a little for that 2 hours or so.
